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"and then in the evening light when the birds are free to fall, i watch the two of you in the shadows on the wall. how in the darkness stills some of the choices from my hand, will i begin to understand." - sarah brightman

femme; amber. seventeen. junior in high school. rugby.

a little deeper; i'm not the sappy romantic type of girl. i'm extremely independent. i always seem to wear the pants in the relationship. i'm not an emotional person, at all. i'm extremely hyper and i get along with almost anyone, though i'm also very cocky. i'll get along with you if i attempt to get to know you first. i don't really like people coming up to me and i don't know them. it's weird, and i get annoyed too easily. i'm a violent person, though i've been able to hold back a lot, so i'm working on it. i love sports, they're my life. right now i'm only playing rugby because well, right now rugby is a big part of my life. i've given up a lot of sports to stick with this one, since it's pretty much all year round when it comes to practices. after tearing my acl and having to sit out of sports for 7 months, i'm sticking the one i love. if i get hurt, atleast it'll be while playing something i really like.

future; i'm not really sure what i want to happen in the future, especially when it comes to what i want to be. i'm into forensics, but i hate biology, so how's that going to work? i'm also into law but that seems like a lot of work. =/ right now i'm just worried about school and rugby. next year (my senior year in high school) i play to go to college part-time. i guess that's the best way to go, hopefully. after that, i'm not sure. i don't know where i want to go to college or where i want to live, i just want to get away from here. far far from here.

love life; i guess i don't really have an extremely active love life. i'm currently in a long term relationship. i guess you'd consider it long-term? anyway, j and i met through rugby. go figure. we've been together since dec. 5, 2002. it's been a long bumpy road, but it's "all good". i guess everything is okay except he says i'm "unemotional". psht. i don't think love is a word that should be thrown around everyday. once a week is fine with me. even though i may not act like it, i really love the bugger. oh to be young and in love. bleh. oh well, the sex is great.

likes; rugby, music, tattoos, piercings (10 in ears [left: 4 lobe&2 cartilage; right: 4 lobe], navel), hot weather, tanning (yes, i'm a tanning bed whore), sex, fruit, horror movies, animals, webdesign, arguing, etc.